celebrated Joseph's birthday yesterday with his family n relatives. it was an early celebration i must say. many of them were really nice and humorous. managed to buy joseph's present this afternoon. YAY! cant wait to give it to him.

as promised, my 800m timing was 2.38.46 min. 1 second away from tpjc record. badly want to hit it. anyway, watched the movie" get smart" . a hilarious movie. u should watch it if u have not done so. bought two elmo. one for minglee and one for myself. heart pain seriously. but i guess i should pamper myself with something and to bless my darling ml with this cute lil elmo. melsa has been harassing my rabbit pencil case these days. URGHS.

someone didnt make my day. if u don have the financial capability to go prom night, den don go. anyway, i don find a need to get the class pay for this person. not that we are paying for the food n lodging leh! is a joke if we have to fork out money for THAT PERSON's ENTERTAINMENT. is definitely a no no. i'm not that rich to help her everytime. in fact, this is taking people for granted. i don show my anger doesnt mean you can continue to mess with me.

to cheng: thanks soooo much. u too must jiayou!

maybe i'm just sick of studying. headache seems to come only when i need to study. maybe i just cant take stress anymore. there is an urge of leaving everything behind and do what i want to do. silly me. another few more months to go. just tahan!

national juniors

feeling headache. loss of appetite. hip injury. vomited 3 times in a row. seriously, i was feeling a total crap this morning. the thought of racing 800m made the ill-feeling worse. i admit i did many stupid things so as to improve my timing..like drinking chicken essence, forcing myself to eat alot of bananas, spamming rice these days, red-bull energizer, deep heating my muscle with cream and even believing that my last year track jersey would probably have some winning luck. but hey! eadelin has broke her personal best with a timing of _______ . ok, i shall not reveal the timing first, gotta wait for the online results. lala! of cos! I wanna thank God so much so much for this, as well as my grandparents, joseph and mr hafiz. LOVESSS!
and to queennie! saw ur tag. thank you babe.

managed to enter national juniors. and i'll be running on this coming sunday at gombak stadium!

no big deal.

"school is reopening soon and i havent done anything much on homework. damn."
tuition has changed back to sun 9am. yay! more time to do vectors.

sorry joseph! u susposed to be my personal pacer but somehow u ended up in the 400m time trial.. oooops.

watched kungfu panda and you don mess with the zohan already. NOT TOO BAD. incredible hulk is the nicest of all. agree?

hip hurts.

HAPPY GRANDPAPA DAY!

grandpapa likes the present i bought for him, phew!
went to parkway today,grandpapa bought me a lo coq sportif wind jacket and bodyshop lotion.
den went to tm, grandmama bought me a dress.

so angry with my uncle. didnt manage to watch kungfu panda today. hell!

grandpa bought my favourite drinks

disgusting food.

it's a dumb but damn artistic, however still a bullshit photo.

bus down from bedok reservoir this morning and reached school at 7 plus. thats like, damn early please. took the mock exam and i think i'm so gonna die when i get back the paper. went makaning at ehub pastamania with the group. didnt go anywhere today. time to hibernate? i wanna watch movie!!!!!!!

joseph said there is something wrong with my tongue =(
joseph laughed at my tummy.
joseph thinks he can take my punch.
joseph is full of bullshit.
i think he is falling sick now.
serve him right.
and his hair still looks weird to me, or to everyone?
joseph is doing vectors now.
eh no. he's dozing off.
urghs.

i think my phone is suffering from some unknown diseases. beware

helping to take care this irritating but adorable kitten.

the kitten is now looking at YOU!

NEWYORKNEWYORK

[ top left ] to [ right bottom]

sick chicken meal, orange juice fish, forest hunter's ribs, one piece of flour,
a bowl of shit with leftover snacks.

eadelin's shit painting. ARTISTIC RIGHT?!

some retardedssss

pretty faces of mine! ( top n bottom )

small girl ( above )



candy floss fight
UNCLE WEIMING

went out to study with queennie, joseph and his guys. apparently, the guys didnt really study much and it was a horrible feeling for me to leave my wallet at home.

to queennie, ur $5 huh! remember to take from me.

is june!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i realise i didnt touch anything on maths after the subject test.
i need to work harder, thats all i need to know.

managed to satisfy my craving at bedok 85 ytd.
stomach is growing, waist looks more disgusting.
no discipline to do sit ups.
and right now, i feel like eating st louis pork ribs.

o ya. the concert was a wow wow. and melsa did a great job in blowing.. er...whatever instrument. camwhoring with queennie...shall bug her for the photos soon.

i want to watch sex and the city! can someone sneak me in or something.
URGHS.

my cup is filled with emptiness.
i don feel loved. or perhaps i don love anymore.
i should feel blessed and happy,
i shoud smile and be cheerful,
i should make everyone feels this way,
right?

then i hate being eadelin.
i am not strong.
i want to be weak.
i want to soak my bed with tears.
i want a hug.